Friday, June 30, 2006

Sabi ni God

Sabi ni God... wala daw nakukuha sa mga madaliang paraan.. lahat kailangan paghirapan at ikompromiso. ewan ko ba bakit ako andito ngayon. at bakit sa isang iglap na lang, nagbago ang buhay ko. minamadali ata ng Diyos eh. marami syang planong pilit ipinagsisiksikan sa maikli kong buhay.

Antagal ko ng nananalangin. pero sa panahong ito, ito na yata ang pinakamalaking kasagutan sa lahat ng kahilingan ko.... at ang sabi ni God, "Anak eto, magtiis ka muna..." Hindi niya inabot agad ang hinihiling ko, bagkus binigyan niya ako ng mabilis ngunit mahirap na paraan sa pagtamo ng mga kahilingan ko.

Marahil salamat lang ang tanging mabibigkas ko. Pero kalakip ng salamat ang malaking bakit... "Kaya ko na ba God?" Siguro. kahit ako, hindi makakasagot sa ngayon. patuloy akong nagpapaagos sa direksyong ang Diyos lang ang may alam. Malakas pa din ang paniniwala ko. At patuloy akong magtitiwala hanggang sa makamit ko ang kahilingang malugod na ipapaubaya sa akin...

Kasi sabi ni God, "Kaya mo yan, anak..."

Tuesday, June 20, 2006

One Purpose. One Direction.

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Nais kong i-share ang isa sa mga dahilan ng pag-alis ko. Magpapakamatay talaga ako makuha lang ito. agad agad. nice noh? sarap mag-early retirement. :)

Tuesday, June 6, 2006

The secret of moving on...

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Dear my ever-so-constant reader,

It has been a loong while since I last updated my blog. A lot of things has happened--good and bad--all bundled up, comin' one after the other for quite a while. I was able to withstand the storm. And here I am, seeing the way out of the dark tunnel, I still have my god with me.

I've been very patient with everything--with time and circumstances, I must say. I learned to be strong and still run so fast even if I am all wounded.

God is so good. I always tell him, "kaw talaga, lagi ka na lang nananadya.." Everything happens for a purpose. Amazing. Especially how he turns out a bad weather into a very nice day, may rainbow pa. naks.

I never thought I would be able to use this as a title in one of my blogs. One of my favorite songs say, "the secret of moving on, is travelling light..." In any perspective you may see it, my dear reader, yes, I am definitely moving on. I was able to grab a few good things in my past but still, I am moving on. I started to put my life into a better perspective.

And now, I know it was a really tough decision to make. I am leaving for China very soon. Leaving family, friends, my graduate studies, and a career here in the Philippines made me sigh. But what the heck, I'd still come back. I believe that a better opportunity waits for me there as of the moment.

Well. people do come and go. things come and go too. its a fact that we all know. it's up to us if we choose to come back or reminisce all the good things that happened to us in the past.

one good advice to live by:
the secret of moving on, is really travelling light.

...because for me a traveller with a heavy heart never reaches his destination easily.

and i am ready to move on... :)